Tainted Truths or Loving Lies

This is my personal dedication to the Beauty of black...Black Queens that is..
Nothing out of place here. Just you're everyday fears, someone will surpass you today..
ahhh but I see you have already forgotten the power of Influence, Conviction, and the ties that shake us all down to the earth..Let us be as benevolent as she...Yes I say she..The fairest of them all...But she makes it so no one can loss sharing her new found glory...The only one I will bow down to...Lay my life down and skip as swift as the skies..Oh boi oh boi..This is where it gets real..the beauty so within she can't digg anymore more..that's where I come in I shall loss myself inside you and I shall be yours..My dear Queen.
One day I shall step upon the stool and kiss you're gentle skin once again..but for a glance all I need to do is look around at about 7:45 in the morning...
I wonder will you ever see what I see..My dearest
My beautiful black queen.

These fist shall carve. For this stain I shall save this instant. Be thy beginning cause we must not end, the task given to the slight breathe extends to choke the uprising of anything sanity sponsers. They allow me to hear the whispers of our downfall. Technically I am just mad but for all you know this shall save you..

(Hitlers Log:
Wensday October 13 1940)

Breathe me andforbid elements judged narrowly as foreseen. I'll sculpt my life for those who grow tired and displeased. ypi're habit, my canvas. My weapon of choice may have blinded you, taken all if you will. Just take it in, watch it move, and see why it fits. Love you're hated, embrace you're weak. I place where place screams. Breathe me and forbid elemrnts judged narrowly as foreseen.

You engage in footplay
for fun no doubt, my schizophrenic for music.
How I long to do you wrong, nesting
you're tears as I should, them pelting upon the
same floor you seem to let you're
heart race with, it seems mines want to
join you, can I.?

A marvelous painting constructed by me, it locks my soul into a deep settlement....Well lets see there are splashes of red, green, yellow ummm and oh pink....As I look around I wonder why it is that people crowd...what is it that they want...why ohh and ahh and cry.....But why I ask why I stand before you only 3...I don't get it but whose going to tell me what colors are inside of me...?

5:51...Log...: I've been woke and up practicing my guitar for 3 hours it is now 5:53 in the morning...despite the songs I was trying to play I went to check on my dog as I do every morning..and the song "After tonight" was in my head so I let him out his cage and opened the garage..In the song After tonight there is a line in the chorus That says "I know that after tonight you won't have to look up at the stars No No No No No No" and for that reason and that reason only I peeked upward..in spite of that song my heart began to glow even if I hadn't seen It I new the slight radiation from the stars had impaled my eyes and plunged it's way to my heart...at that moment I recognized the meaning of steely eyed. This is the true statement in which beauty has found it's rightful place..Just saying if you're ever up anywhere from 2-5 a.m, change you're life and gaze upon something so unexplainable that you have to become the best...In hopes of one day becoming closer..
6:01...End Log

As I stare out my garage window onto the hood of a 2004 Yellow mustang convertible
I witness rain take place....somebody has to know...What color rain is.? The best things are to be wondered about...is it really that fun when you know all to be known...Lmao you shouldn't know am I wrong..

Time to lay..said scorching night skyline..
Why must you tell me what to do every night..I am now a man..Said the benevolent shade below..
You are my dearest treasure..and to command you is a privilege that I am quite proud of if you let me tell it..Said the skyline now seaworthy
How does that tie to my hour of rest..all I wish is the freedom..Said the aggravated shade..
Oh but you need not an answer that is not what you seek after all you want "freedom" but you overlook what thy does have....Why kill the rush?..asked a brief breathe
The shade twisting it's dull head upward toward the light that masters him..and says...Wait don't move...PLEASE!!!!
``As the man moves out the light the abyss cast it's thought upon the thoughts of what could have been...And now he is lost...``


Catch me if you can...
You're friend: Shade


Pick one:(A) A death that smells of roses and tickles you're hair Or
(B) Smell a tasteless essence that had invigorating taste

So you could say this a normal information filled post. In the past years I've been a Xbox 360 Live member I have been called a "Nigger" more times then anyone should in there life. But i could care less about that one word or the ignorance that.....Ok my real issue with it is the fact that people from all over the world get on a online system to make racial comments to people they will prob. never see or talk to face to face. I just think racial anything should be kept the individual who feels that way....Snap WE DON'T WANT TO KNOW CAUSE WE DON'T CARE. I find that one day we will come across a new ad stating that "A person(child or adult) has been murdered do to the racial slurs of and online gaming system" Any of you that read this I just want you to please filter what you say as in think before you say something, if there is a way you can put it in more kinder words and still get you're point across. Peoples actions can be rash and bold...and lives can be ruined for the smallest thing...Don't let you be the one that opens the book. Please leave it to other idiots...And if you can educate them to do right by themselves. Racism has played a huge role in history and it is truly sad it still exist in a world with so many diverse people.

Pick one: (a) Set off toward upward, while lighting the sky ablaze Or
(b) Just skipping all the boring lights

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Jonathan....the desire of a honest book to burn...looking out upon horizion after horizion. To be me you must impeach me.
If i lay ill choke on the thoughts that imbottle me just look around you.

The mouth is the birth canal of love -As this tale shall be taken farther.

Me buried, to an ill state of mind.Thus preventing me from breathing.The two tons of death only appeal to the sane.? My lust for a shapeless hour in which my omen carries out it's severe deeds. Carried out I will not suffer anymore. Do as you please, splatter my blood along the walls. Please End me with a bang..Not just any bang. One that will be the back bone of the rebelling zombie infants. I WANT A BANG!!! And to grasp my life I only required one thing...That this bang so benevolent that my blood caresses. The environment it thrusts upon, let it rain from the Hell's that fosters a true Prince. Witness what this world and I have to offer,,And as you witness my shapeless blood take place realize that that's the only way Blood can remain Art...This is My Forbidden Craft...My FATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pick one: (a) Destiny in the lines that pull and shove. Or
(b) A formidble blue essence scortches along the skies above.

So or because which ever you prefer...Lets see I have few talents and am a bit of an odd triangle sorta shape but don't we all have that..?