Tainted Truths or Loving Lies

To express is currently defined as Blah Blah Blah it doesn't really matter due to the fact you can't put a definition of a persons life, so we outcast on names and jokes...
Due to the fact that we are people.
A whole civilian born to on united palace in which we roam among each other...I express

In this realm I am able to picture my sound as leap over it while gyrating to the fixed thought of jumping beans beating down the man.
My realm in which we are able to dive for the piece we desire, the realm that extracts the me in us..the few in you..and the foreshadowed from the shadows.
Distance is always on my side, so never to far shall we crawl into the abyss...
I no longer afraid for my abyss shelters me from the skies seaworthy essence
which oh so ever detects a hint of pinochle..I mend my 1 in 3 in this tangled realm, birth place in what you have witnessed..You don't believe me.?
Just ask you're little monkey(if you got one) He speaks the truth..as he said he can never tell a lie, so he says I'll only tell you what you want to hear, so am I lying.?
Just ask you're Abyss struck realm which keeps in constant motion..Do to the fact that I believe..
Cause 1 in 3 is one in me which is the soul and body for me I'll exchange a line for line and toe for toe but me for me that's something you will never see..I'll show you my picture and you express my expressions from what I express..Gosh that's disgusting...
I'm a hypocrite what can say it..but it don't matter where I dwell..


No such thing as expression gone to far..It just means you must go farther..
"Be thy beginning cause we must not end" Jonathan Davis

Through my days of being, I have come across items in which I entrust my entire being to. The essence of these halls, engage me as I pelt through them, mingle as do the unattached items flustering between my core's. Me seeing what needs to be done.....Time paces me as I retired to my thoughts, where I am virtual, and I can do how I please.
My mind slipping off to the item that waxes my mind.
As I set my mind a stray from the " Most important Item".
Flickering back and fourth..
As it fronted the corner I was to elated to feel in such a way so I left all I could and focused on the optimism of obtaining that item...But I forgot my common goal..
To pursue this item is forbidden..no sin shall caress my lips..But my soul is as tainted as can be..and mind so dirty..I'm in the slums..
Is it cause I'm bored, is that an excuse

``My inspiration slowly connecting to my bone marrow, as I fall yet again fro eternal damnation...My sky is Green``
Not to you!!!!!!

Don't listen to a word you've heard...
Do we see what is going on in the world today or are we just as blind as others foresee us to be?
Teens have committed suicide all over this earth, and for what you ask yourselves?
In the time it takes one teen to commit suicide at least 30 have attempted it.
Some people call them selfish for taking their own lives and making everyone who cared suffer.
"Suicide is the third leading cause of death" says aacap.org
What should to focus on when another says "I'm going to kill myself" or other statements that should seem ridiculous, do we worry about what goes on in their life or how to protect them from their life.
Mind you're mind you can not protect someone from their life, nope not you, but they can. To make someone want to stray from an uneven path is a achievement they don't give out awards for but is one of the greatest deeds.
A number of things would go through my mind if I was about to take my own life.
Who knows how many things tie to suicide? Anyone....
People are tender, and fragile most not so much..But others take things another world differently.
Drug abuse.
Depression.
Being Bipolar.
Parents.
I wonder what My little cousin was thinking when he hung himself.....
To this day I feel I must be aware of what I say to people and what people hear.
Teen suicide is no matter for some until it happens to someone close to them.
"People who take their lives are so f***king selfish" Said By anonymous.
Once upon I yelled and I screamed at people with such opinions, only because you have to be selfish for blaming someone who felt so trap and down that in their mind they had no choice but to leave without answering for their sins.
When you realize by blaming yourself or others you are disrespecting the one you love, I'm sure they wouldn't want that.
Don't let it be anyone's fault.
Honestly we can only create not destroy. We are humans and we can roar very loudly.



R.I.P Anthony Richards.
Love you always little cousin.
One love.

Ok since I'm doing this sideshow thing..I would like to extend and invitation to anyone who wants to be in it.
I am editing all the pictures that go in it(most of them anime)
But chey if me you want to see yourselves in my sideshow just comment saying so and leaving a link to the pic you want me to edit(Demands recommended)..
``Jon``

Step 1:Prep
-Roll up the sleeve of you're shirt to show you're bare skin
Step 2:Action
-Pick up a spray bottle of any kind of substance.
-Now spary it into the air above where you're bare arm is
Step 3:The feeling
-So now you have felt what a burst it was..How do you feel?
Reflection: Now that you have felt what I felt apply that feeling
to you're heart and let it feel the freedoms aswell...One
day
that
is
how
we
will
feel
for
each
other.

Raving into a passionate feel, at which I feel for life.. I sound...like the bell...for...the fixture for time...we sought and found...I am destined to be longer, but you're predetermined to live...since that is the case may I ask...Will you do so with me.?

In a hour, 60 minutes, 3,600 seconds...in my hour at which I held so gracfully...
I ask how is it I got in this well..My gosh I must have fell in this well as my head danggles to the tick of my clock and the birds above hum to the tock of there clock that is..
Knowing what you do...would you.?
Trade it all in for a gracefull dance in a raving teens hour..
Our most promised prized..That hour..
I might have just had mine..and I don't think i'm willing to trade..!